| There's such a revulsion in writing or discussing my problems recently.
I don't want to burden others with things that they probably don't even
want to hear, let alone care about. With so much on my mind, I'm not in
the mood for anything. I don't want to write, talk on the phone,
discuss my problems and detail it with every last occuring event. All
I'm asking is to relax and have fun. Let me be.
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| I am so addicted to this movie that I can't stop watching it marathon-style!
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| I love my laptop. And I love the convenience, the entertainment, and the lazyness that my laptop brings to me.
I
came really close to snapping on a lot of people tonight at dinner because I woke
up grumpy, tired, and pissed off. This morning was somewhat uneventful, which
really reinforces the fact that I've been feeling like shit all day
long. About fifteen minutes ago I made myself some Campbell's chicken
noodle soup, and I immediately started to feel better. All day long
I've been feeling like a flock of seagulls were using me for target
practice, but after I drank the soup I feel like I've been swimming in
a pile of shit.
I'm still tired and I don't know what I'm
rambling on about. I haven't written in here as often, now that I
do, I'm starting to remember how much I enjoy writing about...things.
Anyhow, these were just random thoughts. I hope I manage to make my way
out of the shit tomorrow so I can shower the day after and then bond
with my laptop the following day.
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I used to think I had the answers to everything. Now I know life doesn't always go my way.
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| It seems like everyone wanders around aimlessly without realizing the
sole purpose of their lives. Perhaps they don't see that we're all just
pawns to society, used to gain a certain advantage like they do in
chess. We enter this world, we serve our purpose, and then our lives
are re-collected.
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